Track 2
First Contact
[3:19]

God surrounded my heart. Time Stood Still. He says what I do matters to him, and he exists.

Everything changes now, all my plans dissolve. He says what I do matters to him, and he exists somehow.

What I thought I knew, I don't know anymore. I'm stripped of my certainty, I'm stripped of my pride. I've got so much to learn, where do I begin? In books of old, in the older church, or are the answers inside?

Track 3
I Don't Know What
[4:52]

Love of the world's good things, at the very most just tires the appetite, and spoils the taste. And so not for all the sweetness will I ever lose myself, lose myself again.

But for I don't know what which is so gladly found in you.

When a man is sick with God's love, when God has touched his heart, he finds his tastes so changed, they fall away. Like a man with such a fever, that he loathes any food he sees. And longs for I don't know what which is so gladly found in you.

Tell me then, would you pity a heart so in love, that it takes no delight in all of creation? In that moment the will is touched by God, it cannot be satisfied, but with more love. Where it can taste I don't know what. I will never lose myself for all the promises that sense provides. Nor for all the mind can hold, no matter how full of wit my thoughts might be. I'll wait for I don't know what which is so gladly found. In you.

Track 4
Where Are You Now?
[5:53]

Where are you now? Are you in the church of my youth, where my father prayed? Have you moved? Are you in the stained glass castle or soaking up the praise at the worship hall? Are you bruised?

Who is it who knows your mind, what you think, feel, or want? Who’s unraveled the mystery of time, and understands the truth of the dawn of being?

Where are you now? On Tibetan mountain spire balancing prayer wheels? Are you cold? Are you veiled in desert winds, holy lands or granting visions in the sweat lodge? Are you old? Are you in our souls? are you in the heavenly spaces, ever watching? Eternal flame. Do our thoughts, our words, and all of our prayers simply reflect your infinite presence? What’s your name?

A voice in the songbird’s hymn, and soaring from a newborn’s cry. In the sounds of a galaxy’s birth and the whispers of the old.

Speaking as the God above, or subtle as a breeze in a dream. A silent voice in monastic caves or moving the crowd to scream, the dawn of being.

Track 5
Dark Night of the Soul
[4:39]

How'd I get here again? OH take me back. How'd I get here again? Oh no, take me back.

On the other hand It's not so bad here. Well I am kind of hungry, and it is getting late.

But Wow! Was that real? Was that God? Whoa God. Whoa God. I don't know what to do. What should I do? Something for me? Something for you? Something for you. Yeah, something for you.

Track 7
Help Me Fly
[4:38]

Santa brought me a bicycle. It's purple and gold. The streamers; they're as long as my arms! Do you think I could try it? Dad will you teach me to ride? Please go slow, hold on tight. I think I can balance, It's not so hard, Let me go on my own this time.

Daddy won't you help me fly? Daddy toss me to the sky. Catch me in your arms, and then lets do it again. Send me off again.

There's a boy in my math class, I think he's kind of cute. He asked me to the dance this Saturday night. Dad do you think you could drive? Drop us off we'll stay inside. Do you think I look pretty? Pick us up at ten-thirty? I'll be fine, I'll be fine.

Dad that man I've been dating, I really, really love him. He's kind and strong and loving, and he treats me like a princess. Dad, he asked me to marry him. What do you think, is it okay with you? Could we have a spring wedding? with lots of our friends? Mom and I will pick flowers, and just the right food, and a band would be nice, and you'll give, you'll give me away. Toss me to the stars! Catch me in your arms. Send me off again.

Track 8
What You Want Me To Be
[4:20]

Lord sometimes I drift down a road, blown by the winds of this world. I stop and you're not there, I turn around and you're not there. Lord sometimes I get lost, in a forest of earthly concerns. I forget who you are, I forget who we are.

Lord don't leave me alone. I simply forgot what I learn when you make yourself known in my heart. Lord bring me back home, and help me seek what you want, and want what you want in me. What you want me to be.

If I flew to the sunrise, or westward across the sea, your hand would still be there, your right hand would still be holding me. If I asked darkness to cover me, light to be night all around, that darkness would not be dark to you. Night would be light as day.

Help me to seek what you want, and to want what you seek in me. What you want me to be.

Track 9
Flowing Deep In The Night
[4:46]

The eternal spring is hidden but I know where the waters have their rise, flowing deep in the night. I do not know of its birth, since it has none, but I know it gave birth to all this life, flowing deep in the night.

I know that nothing else is so beautiful. The heavens and earth drink from its cup. Flowing deep in the night.

If I flew to the sunrise, or westward across the sea, your hand would still be there, your right hand would still be holding me. If I asked darkness to cover me, light to be night all around, that darkness would not be dark to you. Night would be light as day.

I know there is no measure to its depth and no one can cross its boundless width. Flowing deep in the night. It's clarity cannot be tainted, and I know all light comes from its shores. Flowing deep in the night.

It's here calling out to all creatures; that they satisfy thirst, eternally quench their thirst. Flowing deep in the night. I know that it's streams are so overflowing, they water all lands, heaven and hell. I know well the stream that flows from the spring, it is mighty and strong, mighty and strong. Flowing deep in the night. The living spring that I long for, I see it in this bread of life, flowing deep in the night.

Track 10
Transformation
[7:38]

You enlightened my mind and nourished my soul. Love's energy surges unchained. You left "ME" floating free of restraint. Life will never be the same.

You enlightened my mind and nourished my soul. Love of unspeakable depth. Sliding deeper into that place with no walls, Spirit infuses my breath.

Yet the journey moves on. Towards a much higher love. Love greater than this. Where Love is one!

Clothed in the light of dimensionless power. Its energy shaping the stars. Mind and mass, with infinite love; creating, destroying- all one. There are no limits, only illusions we grasp with our fears. The mysterious canvas of space and time, God's face can be seen in it all.

Part 2

It's in my mind, it's in my soul, in every face that I see.

In every place the eye explores. its presence to be.

It's in a tree, it's in a rock. it's in the dance of the stars. In ever changing movement, creating this world of ours.

It's presence surrounds Full of color and sound.

Surrounded by a dimensionless power, its energy shaping the stars. Mind and mass, with infinite love all forming this world of ours.

There are no limits, only illusions we grasp with our fears The mysterious canvas of space and time, God's face can be seen in it all Seen in it all Seen in it all Seen in it all.

Seen in all A mirror of creation Seen in all.

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