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Transformations

Sunday, June 21st, 2009
A word from David about Transformations
I have recently completed the creation of a concept album entitled Transformations, which is both a spiritual autobiography and hopefully, a spiritual vessel. The songs from Transformations have deep, emotional and spiritual meaning. The songs from this CD are meant to be heard sequentially for full effect.
I enjoy writing songs which emanate from the deeper recesses of the universal human mind. The CD “Transformations” makes use of Jazz, Rock, Broadway and Progressive Rock in a format which attempts to honestly express intense spiritual/emotional experiences spanning a lifetime. Transformations is a CD meant to be truly “heard” and savored.

A word from David about Transformations.

Dave Grey concert pictureI have recently completed the creation of a concept album entitled Transformations, which is both a spiritual autobiography and hopefully, a spiritual vessel. The music  defies single genre descriptions and has been described  a fusion of YES and Andrew Lloyd Weber with a pinch of The Who. The songs from Transformations have deep, emotional and spiritual meaning and are meant to be heard sequentially for full effect.

I enjoy writing songs which emanate from the deeper recesses of the universal human mind. The CD “Transformations” makes use of Jazz, Rock, Broadway and Progressive Rock in a format which attempts to honestly express intense spiritual/emotional experiences spanning a lifetime. Transformations is a CD meant to be truly “heard” and savored.

The Soul of Transformations;

“Sometimes, in the midst of a perfectly ordinary day, one is unexpectedly flooded by the magnificence of “what is”. Perhaps that moment of awareness and clarity arrives while watching a storm or absorbing a piece of art or while kneeling with intention in a church. If blessed, echoes of the past and visions of the future fade from existence as the unknowing silence of the infinite present emerges. With patience and grace, one comes to know the incredible richness of “what is” as a revelation of God’s face and the mind is forever transformed into a mirror of creation.” . . . copyright 2009 “Transformations” David C Deal, Ph.D.

More About Transformations.

Transformations is the most deeply personal music I have written. The songs are actually autobiographical. For example the second song, “First Contact”, describes an epiphany experience I had when about 20 years old. I was driving my car to my girlfriend’s house when suddenly; God was “present” and “said”, “Dave I want you to know First; I exist and Second; what you do matters to me.” The intense, powerful reality of that contact was indeed life changing.

The third song, “I Don’t Know What” borrows a poem from the 17th century monk, St. John of the Cross. After the “First Contact” experience I discovered the writings of St. John and Thomas Merton. They seemed to most closely speak to the relationship I experienced with God, both during and following the “First Contact” moment.

“Where Are You Now”, song four, expresses a period in my life where I struggled to find organized theologies which would aid in my desire to learn more about the Divine and maintain closeness with God/The Ground Of Being, often with very limited success.

“Dark Night of the Soul” conveys a state of despair where I still knew the reality of God’s existence in a personal way but felt frustrated in my ability to learn more about him or to relate that knowledge to everyday issues in my life. transsmall

Song six, “Bump”, represents the decade or so in my life where career and family issues overshadowed the theological questions. I wrote “Help Me Fly” after the wedding of my daughter and I believe it is self explanatory. I do believe that love of family emanates from the single source of love.

“What You Want Me to Be” is about feelings that gradually increased in intensity as my family became older and my career was established. The intense desire to further understand and relate to the Divine began to re-emerge, leading me back to St. John’s, mystical Christianity. This re-emergence is reflected in the ninth song, “Flowing Deep in the Night”. Finally, the song “Transformation” is a celebration of “SEEING” “The One/Spirit/God/Creation,” as totally connected; as faces of the same energy and our consciousness as a “mirror of creation”. Perhaps a song 11, 12 ……..is waiting in the future. I hope you enjoy Transformations.

Contributing Artists:

Some additional musicians who play on Transformations include Les Brooke, Tom Hannah, Tim Vargo, Andy Vargo, Cynthia Lugo, Andrea Bok, David Coonrod, Ned Clark, Kevin Peters, Kristin Sorensen and William O’Connell. I want to extend special thanks to Arthur Kills Straight Putnam who wrote and recorded the native flute song following each composition. Arthur’s segments represent “Spirit” which is best heard when the mind is most quiet.

Transformations 2009 – Lyrics

Tuesday, June 16th, 2009

transsmall1. Graceful
2. First Contact
3. I Don’t Know What
4. Where Are You Now? (A Rockorian Chant)
5. Dark Night of the Soul
6. Bump
7. Help Me Fly
8. What You Want Me To Be.
9. Flowing Deep in the Night
10. Transformation

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Track 2 – First Contact

God surrounded my heart. Time Stood Still. He says what I do matters to him and he exists. He exists.

Everything changes now. All my plans dissolve. He says what I do matters to him, and he exists. He exists somehow.

What I thought I knew, I don’t know anymore. I’m stripped of my certainty, I’m stripped of my pride. I’ve got so much to learn, where do I begin? In books of old, in the older church or are the answers inside? Are the answers inside?

Track 3 – I Don’t Know WhatDave Picture

Love of the world’s good things, at the very most just tires the appetite, and spoils the taste. And so, not for all the sweetness will I ever lose myself, lose myself again. But for I don’t know what which is so gladly found. In you.

When a man is sick with God’s love, when God has touched his heart he finds his tastes so changed, they fall away. Like a man with such a fever, that he loathes any food he sees. And longs for I don’t know what which is so gladly found. In you.

Tell me then, would you pity a heart so in love, that it takes no delight in all of creation? In that moment the will is touched by God, it cannot be satisfied, but with more love. Where it can taste I don’t know what.

I will never lose myself for all the promises that sense provides. Nor for all the mind can hold, no matter how full of wit my thoughts might be. I’ll wait for I don’t know what which is so gladly found. In you.

Track 4 – Where Are You Now? (A Rockorian Chant)

Where are you now? Are you in the church of my youth, where my father prayed? Have you moved? Are you in the stained glass castle or soaking up the praise at the worship hall? Are you bruised?

Who is it who knows your mind, what you think, feel, or want? Who’s unraveled the mystery of time, and understands the truth of the dawn of being?

Where are you now? On Tibetan mountain spire balancing prayer wheels? Are you cold? Are you veiled in desert winds, holy lands or granting visions in the sweat lodge? Are you old?

Are you in our souls? are you in the heavenly spaces, ever watching? Eternal flame. Do our thoughts, our words, and all of our prayers simply reflect your infinite presence? What’s your name?

A voice in the songbird’s hymn, and soaring from a newborn’s cry. In the sounds of a galaxy’s birth and the whispers of the old.

Speaking as the God above, or subtle as a breeze in a dream. A silent voice in monastic caves or moving the crowd to scream, the dawn of being.

Track 5 – Dark Night of the Soul

How’d I get here again? Oh, take me back. How’d I get here again? Oh no, take me back. On the other hand, It’s not so bad here. Well I am kind of hungry and it’s getting late. But wow! Was that real? Was that God? Whoa God. I don’t know what to do. What should I do? Something for me? Something for you?

Track 7 – Help Me Fly

Santa brought me a bicycle. It’s purple and gold. The streamers; they’re as long as my arms! Do you think I could try it? Dad will you teach me to ride? Please go slow, hold on tight. I think I can balance, It’s not so hard, Let me go on my on this time.

Daddy won’t you help me fly? Daddy toss me to the sky. Catch me in your arms, and then lets do it again. Send me off again.

There’s a boy in my math class, I think he’s kind of cute. He asked me to the dance this Saturday night. Dad do you think you could drive? Drop us off we’ll stay inside. Do you think I look pretty? Pick us up at ten-thirty? I’ll be fine, I’ll be fine.

Dad that man I’ve been dating, I really, really love him. He’s kind and strong and loving, and he treats me like a princess. Dad, he asked me to marry him. What do you think, is it okay with you? Could we have a spring wedding? with lots of our friends? Mom and I will pick flowers, and just the right food, and a band would be nice, and you’ll give, you’ll give me away. Toss me to the stars! Catch me in your arms. Send me off again.

Dave Grey concert pictureTrack 8 – What You Want Me To Be

Lord sometimes I drift down a road, blown by the winds of this world. I stop and you’re not there, I turn around and you’re not there. Lord sometimes I get lost, in a forest of earthly concerns. I forget who you are, I forget who we are.

Lord don’t leave me alone. I simply forgot what I learn when you make yourself known in my heart. Lord bring me back home, and help me seek what you want, and want what you want in me. What you want me to be.

If I flew to the sunrise, or westward across the sea, your hand would still be there, your right hand would still be holding me. If I asked darkness to cover me, light to be night all around, that darkness would not be dark to you. Night would be light as day.

Help me to seek what you want, and to want what you seek in me. What you want me to be.

Track 9 – Flowing Deep in the Night

The eternal spring is hidden but I know where the waters have their rise, flowing deep in the night. I do not know of it’s birth, since it has none, but I know it gave birth to all this life, flowing deep in the night.

I know that nothing else is so beautiful. The heavens and earth drink from it’s cup. Flowing deep in the night.

I know there is no measure to it’s depth and no one can cross it’s boundless width. Flowing deep in the night. It’s clarity cannot be tainted, and I know all light comes from it’s shores. Flowing deep in the night..

It’s here calling out to all creatures; that they satisfy thirst, eternally quench their thirst. Flowing deep in the night. I know that it’s streams are so overflowing, they water all lands, heaven and hell. I know well the stream that flows from the spring, it is mighty and strong, mighty and strong. Flowing deep in the night. The living spring that I long for, I see it in this bread of life, flowing deep in the night.

Track 10 – Transformation

You enlightened my mind and nourished my soul. Love’s energy surges unchained. You left me floating free of restraint. Life will never be the same. You enlightened my mind and nourished my soul. Love of unspeakable depth. Sliding deeper into that place with no walls, spirit infuses my breath.

Yet the journey moves on, towards a much higher love. Love greater than this, where love is one.

Clothed in the light of dimensionless power. It’s energy shaping the stars. Mind and mass with infinite love; creating, destroying all one. There are no limits, only illusions we grasp with our fears. The mysterious canvas of space and time, God’s face can be seen in it all.

A Mirror of Creation!

All songs written and produced by David c Deal, Ph.D. Lyrics to “I Don’t Know What” and “Flowing Deep In The Night” are based on poems by St. John of the Cross and used in modified form with permission of ICS Publications. From the Collected Works of St. John of the Cross, translated by Kieran Kavanaugh and Otillo Rodrigues, Copyright 1964, 1979, 1991 by Washington Province of Discalced Carmelites, ICS Publications, 2131 Lincoln Rd. N.E. Washington CD 200002-1199 USA. Copyright 2009 David C Deal, Songdoc Publishing. All Rights Reserved

Harmonic Space

Monday, June 1st, 2009
Harmonic Space is a mixture of three songs from Transformations and a twenty five minute, clinical centering narrative. Dr. Deal designed this CD to be used as a vehicle to facilitate a deep state of relaxation and mindfulness. Listening to the Harmonic Space has been very helpful in promoting sleep in patients with worry induced sleep disorders. It can be transferred to an MP3 and repeatedly played throughout the night, if preferred. Harmonic Space can also be effective in countering anxiety attacks and phobic responses with adequate practice.
Harmonic Space is a mixture of five songs from Transformations and a twenty five minute, clinical centering narrative. Dr. Deal designed this CD to be used as a vehicle to facilitate a deep state of relaxation and mindfulness. Listening to the Harmonic Space has been very helpful in promoting sleep in patients with worry induced sleep disorders. It can be transferred to an MP3 and repeatedly played throughout the night, if preferred. Harmonic Space can also be effective in countering anxiety attacks and phobic responses with adequate practice.
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